sigh... im soooo bored!! i haven even do my stupid homework! sianz!!!! hafta do homework soon!! today already thursday, fri cannot do cuz my dad'll be home and he'll nag saying that i've got a whole week to do the work... saturday got training and match... and sunday last day!! damn.... got maths, hist, eng, chi and chem.... sigh...
today suppose to either visit leonard's mum in hospital if not hafta go support ivinn kor for his robotics crap... so many homework, how to go??

.::. neva leave things to the last mintue .::.

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by bekandy- @ Thursday, March 18, 2004

sigh... my bball is wid me fren and im suppose to get it baq for my fren... and my the other fren isnt replying my msg and some of my other friends who know him say my bball is in bad shape... u know... bad shape... cannot trust that guy anymore... baka~!

.::. neva trust people whom u know for a month or so .::.

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by bekandy- @ Wednesday, March 17, 2004

wah.. now already wad time.. just got home.. heehz... went for bball training in the morning... at 8:30... at queensway... than until 1... wah got this small boy boy join.. i lau kui becuz i more worst than him than got two china boy join also.. but ivinn kor is using them... *shhh* $$... hahaz.... get wad i mean~~ after training go queensway shopping centre makan than go find another set of jersey... that chee ko peh shop uncle.. indian one.. say himself wad the best shop in the worl... than wad he is like jesus... than he say he treat every woman in the world as his wife than treat us drink like he very rich... than say wad he is the best. many teams order jersey from him... hahaz... neva seen some one so thick skin as him! after that me and ivinn go darryl hse... raining so heavy... go his hse (at queensway) dry ourselves and wait for the rain to stop.. than go yishun NE court play bball.. they train me this time... well... in 3 min, i can at least shoot 17 balls in now... still very bad but im sure i'll improve cuz i wanna be like the Aikawa in Dear boys.. or maybe at the least, mutsumi...
jus got home.. tired... beta go bathe... if not later smelly! byess!!

.::. failure doesnt mean there's no success... aLL u need is hope, encouragement and determination! .::.

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by bekandy- @ Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Ah..... wad a nice feeling of success and complete... hahaz... well, it isnt completed YET... i'll have the touch ups done tomorrow! thanks to hilary i got things done... aRigatO hilary! i told my friend jeremy tat life is his... its in his hands. if he wants to make it miserable, no one can stop him but if he thinks its miserable, he can turn it around. this goes to everyone else to... jeremy is my friend.. hope he isnt sad anymore.. i gave some other people advices today too! i can be a counseller if im out of job one day! hahaz.... okiez.. gotta go to slp now! zZZzZzzzZZ!

.::. Ur life is in UR hands... do what u want with it but dont waste it .::.

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by bekandy- @ Monday, March 15, 2004

well... its gonna be a boring week.. lucky i've got my animes to be with me...
sometimes i feel lost... not only lost... confused too... i dont really know why... but my feelings are mixed up in my own heart and mind... i would rather be sick physically than mentally... i dont know wad's wrong wid me though... its like... i miss having a good guy to care for me... weird eh? i wanna have a good bf.. that could always be there for me.. but i doubt its possible... cuz these are all dreams and hopes... those who have boyfren like this, dont take them for granted ok... i have to admit tat i dont have a boyfren now becuz my standards are high... very high... becuz i give out alot in relationships... its like... i will treat my bf very good also... budden, now i know.. that the guys only know how to sweet talk... duno how to do it... arh, wadeva am i thinking....


.:.don't be reckless with other people's heart and don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.:.

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by bekandy- @ Monday, March 15, 2004

what is with this blog?!?! arg!

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by bekandy- @ Monday, March 15, 2004